Just when i thought

27 Jan 2007 - Rainy afternoon
Was on the way to this Korean BBQ restaurant near West Coast highway. Hell knows where West Coast Highway is, still thinking that i can follow my friends around without needing to recognise roads.Yes, in the past i always do that. 'cos wherever my frens go, i will just follow.They wont do mi harm i guess=/ But now all have grown up, have our own lives, less contact. What worst, is im the ODD ONE OUT!!.. the "black tape" holder

I can still remember when i was in primary school, those outcaste [poor results/defiant students] are issued with a black colour tape to tape the right hand corner of their exercise books to identify them. Yes currently im holding that kind of tape now. All studying for their degrees, where am i?
Flashback 26 jan 2007 - Midnight 2am
Still figuring out how to get to Yess centre, decided to seek help.

Jayugi to Helper : .............................
Helper to Jayugi : ........................................
Jayugi to Helper : .........................
Helper to Jayugi : ...............
Jayugi to Helper : .......................................
Helper to Jayugi : ................................
In the end 'cos Jayugi tries to be funny. This happens:

Helper to Jayugi : OMG U'RE DRIVING ME NUTS(Appears to be offlined)
27 Jan 2007 - In the train
7pm and phone didnt ring - Either everyone was late, or dinner cancelled due to unhappy incident the night before

7.05pm, phone rang - Luckily it wasnt cancelled, but i thought too pissed off w me last night to call mi ever, i hesitated before i pick up, am i gonna kana scolding again?

27 Jan 2007 - At the restaurant
The usual discussion of Maplestory, of course with more mockery of how roadtard i am.. In real life, i dont really mind mockery and such. Cos eventually i will think to myself:

"Why did i do something for others to mock at?"
"Why did i not do something for ppl to mock at?"
Fault will never lies with the ones i treasured, it has been like that all the time, all the while, all these years.
Maybe its really true that i only know how to play games, and that will be the saddest thing becos i achieved the LEAST in games. So now, someone tell mi whats my value on Earth? Nono im not going to jump the tracks or die, its just miserable when u do not have a purpose in Life.