The Furthest Distance

世界上最遥远的距离
　　　　　　——张小娴

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 生与死的距离
而是 我站在你面前 你不知道我爱你
The farthest distance in the world
Is not the distance between life and death
But you don't know I love you when I stand in front of you

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 我站在你面前 你不知道我爱你
而是 爱到痴迷 却不能说我爱你
The farthest distance in the world
Is not you don't know I love you when I stand in front of you
But I cannot say I love you when I love you so madly

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 爱到痴迷 却不能说我爱你
而是 想你痛彻心扉 却只能深埋心底
The farthest distance in the world
Is not I cannot say I love you when I love you so madly
But I can only bury it in my heart despite the unbearable yearning

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 想你痛彻心扉 却只能深埋心底
而是 彼此相爱 却不能够在一起
The farthest distance in the world
Is not I can only bury it in my heart despite the unbearable yearning
But we cannot be together when we love each other

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 彼此相爱 却不能够在一起
而是 明知道真爱无敌 却装作毫不在意
The farthest distance in the world
Is not we cannot be together when we love each other
But we pretend caring nothing even we know love is unconquerable

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 树与树的距离
而是 同根生长的树枝 却无法在风中相依
The farthest distance in the world
Is not the distance between two trees
But the branches cannot depend on each other in wind
even they grow from the same root

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 树枝无法相依
而是 相互了望的星星 却没有交汇的轨迹
The farthest distance in the world
Is not the braches cannot depend on each other
But two stars cannot meet even they watch each other

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 星星之间的轨迹
而是 纵然轨迹交汇 却在转瞬间无处寻觅
The farthest distance in the world
Is not the track between two stars
But nowhere to search in a tick after two tracks join

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 瞬间便无处寻觅
而是 尚未相遇 便注定无法相聚
The farthest distance in the world
Is not nowhere to search in a tick
But doomed not to be together before they meet

世界上最遥远的距离
是鱼与飞鸟的距离
一个在天 一个却深潜海底
The farthest distance in the world
Is the distance between fish and bird
One is in the sky, another is in the sea

世界上最遥远的距离
不是 生与死的距离
而是 我站在你面前 你不知道我爱你
The farthest distance in the world
Is not the distance between life and death
But you don't know I love you when I stand in front of you


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世界上最遥远的距离
　　　　　　　——泰戈尔 《飞鸟集》

The furthest distance in the world
Is not between life and death
But when I stand in front of you
Yet you don't know that I love you
世界上最遥远的距离
不是生与死
而是 我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你

The furthest distance in the world
Is not when I stand in front of you
Yet you can't see my love
But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both
Yet cannot be together
世界上最遥远的距离
不是 我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你
而是 明明知道彼此相爱
却不能在一起

The furthest distance in the world
Is not being apart while being in love
But when painfully can not resist the yearning
Yet pretending you have never been in my heart
世界上最遥远的距离
不是 明明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起
而是 明明无法抵挡这股思念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

The furthest distance in world
Is not but using one's different heart
To dig an uncrossable river
For the one who loves you
世界上最遥远的距离
不是 明明无法抵挡这股思念 却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
而是 用自己冷漠的心对爱你的人
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠

How much is enough?

Standing at Raffles Place for hours is interesting. The white-collared will say they don't have enough to spend, while the blue-collared will say they don't have enough to save.

Both refer to money, but how much is 'enough'? If there's no exact/approx value to this 'enough', the 'not enough' problem will forever exist, or at least for that lifetime.

Some CBDians are just so interesting, they pretend to be mentally disabled/deaf/blind just to get past financial consultants from any insurance company. Very entertaining!!

The uncertain tide

It seems to me that the four of you have moved on, and I'm very glad for you all.

Who will see if I'm still on the same spot, moving backward or forward?

Things seem to change a lot for the past 3 months, I learned to feel, learned to understand, learned to listen, learned to nag. I am happy at least for now, but how long more?

ICT 2 Treats

This post is dedicated to Medical Officer Dr Kon for 434 SAR ICT 2

Sports :)

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Response to a template CSO reply

Hi CSO

Thanks for your reply. Anyway Chaosgreen is banned. I hope that there are sufficient GM to monitor reported players in "invisible mode" as normal players will not have any means to detect a hacker and screenshot a hacker in action. I do hope more logic is applied. We are normal maplers, not maplers who possess 3rd party programs to detect hackers for the MSEA community. FOr the 60 days ban period, I actually had to spend my training time to do all the screenshot, upload pictures to photobucket and post in hack report area.
Ultimately, it is the GM who decides to monitor/ban/condone. We can only report. Thanks for the template reply.

I appreciate the gratitude you had on my support towards MSEA. Let's make it a hack-free community

Matters of the Heart

17 August- Black blazer (Words that touched my heart)
23 August- Yoshinoya (Food that touched the mouth)
24 August- Fido (Zombies that touched our hearts)
29 August- Dead Silence (Hands that touched hands)
01 Sept- Secret (Words that touched your heart)
07 Sept- Evans Almighty (Taste buds)
17 Sept- Champagne Roses

Secret At The Cathay

Finally bought this Limited Edition CD at $21.50 (Cheap)
















Secret Premiere at The Cathay

Where is the LAN?

Get to know someone new, however we do not have much time left. 2 weeks left before I leave my comfort seat.

Been DotA-ing lately till late night with ST, YT and CL. Happen to see people fighting the big Zakum for the ugly helms which adds 15 to all stats. I got mine long ago, but something is missing.

My old friends are missing~ Where are those late night Zakum parties we used to have?

Transformation of Customer Service over the years

July 01, 2007

Kenneth Tan
Managing Director of Golden Village
Dear Mr Tan

Re: Double ticketing error

On June 27, We wanted to watch the Saturday late night movie Transformers. We booked TWENTY cinema tickets for this screening at Golden Village Grand Theatre 6 via credit card.

Unfortunately, while we were at the ticketing counter, we were informed by the ticketing staff that the machine could not print the tickets for us due to some machine errors. Female ticketing staff Gin then signed on the internet print-out to verify that we can proceed to watch the movie WITHOUT the tickets.

However we did not get our seats when we walk into the theatre because TWENTY someone else were actually occupying our seats. Both parties verified the correctness of our tickets and found nothing wrong.

We did not make a fuss in the theatre to protect the Management's image and volunteered ourselves to verify with the counter staff. TWENTY someone else were left inside the theatre to enjoy the movie.
Below is a brief explanation by your Manager of GV Grand, Jacqueline, for our lack of seats (Duration: 90 minutes):

1. An error in the cinema's online system booking, it booked for us tickets for June 30, 0105HRS when we requested for July 01, 0105HRS.

2. The cinema Management in Golden Village Grand could not do anything except
2a) Propose to us that we can occupy the empty seats in the first few rows and give us TWENTY complimentary tickets for another movie.
2b) At 0200 HRS, she informed us that we are unable to get our refund as the movie had started screening and ticketing counter closed.
2c) Repeatedly insisted us to refer to the Customer Service department on July 02 if we cannot accept her offers

3. Theatres 3, 4 and 5 were unavailable for a private screening for TWENTY of us because they were still occupied for other movie screenings at 0105 HRS

4. She requested us to hand over the internet print-out which were signed by Ticketing staff Gin as she needs to to photocopy for the Customer Service department

Our explanation (Duration: 90 minutes):

1. This is not our fault that YOUR Online Booking system has an error.

2. Why is there no one in the Management that can provide onsite solution?
2a) Why are we given unwanted seats ie. 1st few rows which most patrons would not prefer?
2b) Why weren't we informed that we have to decide before the refund is not valid after movie started?
2b) Why do we need to refer to YOUR Customer Service department instead of THEM reverting back to us?

3. We need a verification that cinema 3, 4 and 5 were unavailable due to the fact that they were occupied for other movie screenings at 0105 HRS. She refused to provide any.

4. She returned us the photocopied print-out without Gin's signature. We requested for our original copy but she refused to give us back. After much insistence from our side, she returned us the original print-out with She did not seek for our permission before she amend things on our internet print-out. I deemed it as a dishonest act and a shame for the Management. Correction Fluid covering Gin's signature (WOW!). Where is the integrity?

We enquired why she have to do such things, Gin stepped forward and claimed her signature was not important at all, inferring that there is no point we get heated up over this signature issue.

From now onwards, we will definitely doubt the credibility of any signatures issued by any staff of Golden Village. Please take note that we are currently holding on to 4 original print-out with Manager Jacqueline's signature. Are those of any credibility? Once again, a bad image portrayed by your staff.

We were fans of Golden village Cineplex, this incident is not all about monetary refund but the quality of the Management's service recovery. GV Grand was the last cineplex opened in January 1999 before GV Vivocity was opened in Nov 2006 and we can see that GV Vivocity had indeed given the patrons/consumers a Good overall experience for Widescreen Entertainment.

Have all the goodness from GV Grand transferred to GV Vivocity? Is it the Management's Vision to provide good customer service only in the newest GV Cineplex ?

As we were all aware, Cathay Cineplexes Pte Ltd had recently opened a new cineplex at AMK hub in June 2007 with 8 screens and 1,800 seats. So why did we choose to watch a latenight movie in GV Grand on July 01, 2007? Definitely not hoping to return home with utter disappointment.

Some concerns which we wish to highlight to the Management:

1. Saturdays are working days for some of us. At least one of us took leave to attend this movie gathering and system error happened.

2. Great World City is not easily accessible for public transport, taxis' midnight charges apply after 2330 HRS.

3. One of our friends is currently 8-months pregnant and making this wasted trip for this system error.

4. For those driving personal cars, parking fees were paid for such system error.

5. So when are we going to watch Transformers with the same group of TWENTY people?

Lastly, this is a service failure and and we were voiced-over by your Manager, do we deserve such treatment?

To resolve the problem, we would demand the Management to refund our tickets immediately, and request a compensation of at least TWENTY premium seats in GV Gold Class on a date AND movie of our choice OR/AND a complimentary movie pass for a period of no less than 6 months. We request for separate apology letters from Ticketing Staff Gin and Manager Jacqueline for the attitude and behaviour. We will be more than glad if you can arrange a meet-up session to explain the whole incident in greater details.

I look forward to the Management's reply and a resolution to our problem, and will wait until July 02, 2007 1200HRS before seeking help from Consumers Association of Singapore (CASE) or put up an enquiry to the Management of Cathay Organisation on their compensation procedures for such cases.

Looking back at ATEC during NSF period

guess wat? Its atec stage 2..aft tis..(hopefully) there wud b resting for mi! Hven reali been restin well since the dae i entered the Army..its either mental or physical stress..anytym..anywhere..

when there's no exercise, i can rest in bunk..but cun do anyting cos canot slp canot play.. EVRYTING oso canot..

ya..can stone lahx..tts ALL..haix..my feet is reali bu ting hua..kp gvin mi probs..tts y most of the tym is on excuse / status..

well..commanders seem to CARE n might excuse u for SOME saigang..ppl often luk at u with you se de yan jing bcos of ur :handicap"..

izit reali wrong to report sick?haix duno..

nw i hear of report sick i oso pa4 pa4 le..mayb report sick durin veri veri slack tyms den ppl wun sae u geng lorx..(aft atec?)ha~.. c hw..

2dae den i noe Alex gt a veri bad fall wound on his left knee..hmmmmmm...he watch ID too muc i tink..drift w his bicycle..

haha..if tis is the case den guess he cun replace mi do dismount role le bah..bt SUAY SUAY i oso fell dn 2dae..

shit man..it has been so0o0o0o0o0o0 lo0o0o0ng since my last fall..2dae suay suay kana tis fall is reali veri suay..

HA~

bleedin wound..abrasion i tink..bt it wun b serious if i gt it treated b4 gg off for ATEC..

bt well..if i go treat the wound..ppl will sae "GENG"freakin hell..wat to do?

b4 exercise fall dn is i suay lor.tink wait til atec over den treat it bah..

damn PAINFUL!!ARGHHHHHHH!!..

bt its nt as bad as Alex's..

bt either way..i've told Alex tt NONE of us gg to do dismount w tis kinda wound!!??

so no worries for mi n him..open wounds cun possibly gt contact w SWAMPS!!!

who noes tis tym wat kinda terrain we r walkin..beda nt risk..

i wun wana gt soil disease(melloisis, izit spelled liddat? cun b bothered to chk) for tis..

well our DEAR medical officer chris saes no dismount cfm plus CHOP so i guess it shd b fine for mi n Alex..

hmm...bt TT doesnt stop my feet fr rottin away..away.. n away..

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Day 1 - 16 05 2005
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moved out fr saigang camp @ 1400h..

tis tym is aft waitin for lyk FOUR freakin hours den we start to move..

INEFFICIENT, YES!no doubt..

we cun gt recon 1 (i hope we gt it though..)

den wil hv our "carrot"=5 daes off..

weather freakin HOT!!..had to std under the SUN for damn long..

doin sentry duty for a REDUNDANT purpose--> GUARD THE BCS BAGS.. WTF~OBVIOUSLY!! nobody wil steal em..

omg~.. can yak b MORE flexible??or he's jz out to tekan mi..ha~ watever the reason..I stil gota do it..


BECAUSE IM A MAN..
as in im nt a COMMANDER..

UNDERSTD??

A MAN HAS TO OBEY his COMMANDER.. (SUMTYMS)..

WELL THINGS GT BEDA AFT ALEX CAME..HE TOOK OVER THE SENTRY..DID HE?I 4GT..bt he's SUPPOSED to tk over lah..

anw i was perspirin all the way despite the idiot-proof method pEi taught mi..FANNING~!!!
ya fannin w a pc of paper..

the weather is too hot for mi to stop perspirin..

<ONCE START CUN STOP> is the 口诀 for fannin myself..

night falls fast.. nw waitin for movin out fr the conc area @ ONE am..wtf~..tokin abt flexibility here..ONE am wake up nx dae gt strength meh??

duno..pity those combat teams..bt anw if tts wat they wan..we gv lor..as long as they dun regret..

ha~..

when i was in my BV206..a thought came to my mind..31st may bu jiu shi ndp off-in-lieu lor..hmm.. oso 1st dae of NP classes..GOOD!

i shall mk a 2pid 1st move..go NP n c whether pEi there anot..

den mayb aft tt can redeem my aptril treat..

slim chances of findin her bt i've lost far too mani chances 2 yrs baq..cun afford another..

will fate has eyes to see n heart to feel..no idea at all..

will i see her tt dae??

do i WISH to see her tt dae..

no idea too..

nt too despo..

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Day 2 - 17 05 2005
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s|anx wat tym nia..i ald wake up liao..eh? actualli din slp at all..so there's no nd to wake up..HAHA..

movin out at 1 am..duno gg where bt anw oso hv to follow..no purpose journey..RAINED the whole dae..tis means the cbt teams have to suffer agnn..in the rain..while im in the vehicle..no beda..rain dripped thru the holes in the freakin old vehicle n most of my stuff were wet n slimy mixed w mud..

i CUN go out of the vehicle at all..shit!!..as usual..TD wasnt mannin his comms..n i've do his job..damn sian n irritatin when i've to double as 85S..omg~..

when will Alex stop gvin mi probs..lyk nt in the mood to ans the comms..wat the hell..as if im in the mood..hai..

been veri dulan w the MO n snr medic liao..hope my hatred for em doesnt fill my heart..else i reali will burst out in anger..

bth...is nt the siongness tt mk mi bth..is the mental stress when wkin under em..imaginin aft hvin a bad fall open wound n stil hv to go out n tolerate for 3-4 daes b4 gttin it treated??

hard to tolerate bt i choose tis way cos its the onli way..no one will pity weakilings..

tts for sure..most of em pretend to care bt deep dn "u're WEAK"


well for sum..yes..they do care..bt there's a limit to hw far they can hlp..

there's an incident when the MO came over to mi..



MO : hey wb hw's ur leg?

mi : okay lahx.. nt tt pain nw bt is qt itchy.. scared it worsen aft few daes..

MO :hmm... mz tk care ok? bt there's a cure lahx.. u noe wat izit?

mi :*curious n ignorant* WAT??

MO : aft ord lorx..sure will heal 1..

mi :* fuk* oic.. hahax (gvin the nt funnie laugh)



such sarcastic comments can kp to urself CHRIS GOH!!!!!!!!..i dun nd such comments at TIS pt in tym..hw to survive such commanders for few more daes..gg mad soon..dun wish to see him most of the tym..

knee gvin mi probs n more painful..ARGGGGGGGGHHHHH..where on earth did the pain came fr??tink its infected sia..shit man..hope tmr it heals more..

ya w/o medicine see can heal anot..ha~..jz pray pray pray..

tmr hopefully is the last dae le..bt its jz wishful tinkin..

haha..will onli end on thurs i tink..n a late 1..2 more daes n im out..quick quick quick..

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Day 3 - 18 05 2005
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no mood to write anymore..cos Alex is nt mannin his comms at all..

n i kana rush to do tings tt r nt impt..sianx..

yak tel mi comms S4..den walk away..wat the hell??!!!den i duno call him for wat..in the end..

"nth further"lame ryt??ask mi to call den nv sae wat ting..

shit~!pc of shit..arghhh..tmr..hmm tmr n im out..

wun see yak n chris GOH fr tmr onwds..YEA~..dun wish to see their face at all..shame to the army medical corp..hw can they do tt to their patients..do they owaz tink tt patients in the army r to b taken lightly??

hai..they r humans too..can they at least show sum concern for the sick??nt EVRYBODY who reported sick is geng..

well..actualli to my blif..none is geng..jz the degree of severity of each person..

light injuries shd oso b gven care ryt???????????????lucki vehicle brkdn halfway..tts y less mvmt..bt more of the craps fr em..


yak : hey wb.. cum eat ICE CREAM!!

mi : (*fuk* im here for outfield nt for picnic) errr... no thx u all go ahead..

yak : cum eat.. gt alot..

mi : i dun wan.. gv alex since he lyk it so muc..

yak : ok (sensin my dulanness w him for the veri 1st tym..)



nearly evrydae..they eating fresh rations..sardines..instant noodles..evryting tt is commercialise..wat the hell..n they kp offerin mi..I DUN WAN>>im wearin green hello?n im outfield ATEC..

siao..needa mk til lyk picnic meh..ha~..Alex, aft eatin my share of ice cream, saes tt im godlyk..haha..ya..

不食人间烟火。。true enuf..i dun wan to behave slack..cbt teams out there sufferin..duno wat they eatin bt definitely nt lyk em eatin fresh evrydae..

kua zhang bt true..evrybody might b eatin tis way bt i jz bu shuang yak n chris behving liddat when they wayang in front of higher ranks..omg~..

FAKE-KO~~~

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Day 4 - 19 05 2005
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yuhooo..last dae lohx..wat tym wil reach camp..nt sure at the start..n ppl might nw wonder..

hw cum i gt tym to write durin out field..well..its durin my slpin hrs den i write lor..反正 onli gv us 1 hr slp might as well stay awake n write sth to kill tym..

no pt slpin for an hour..phew..jz gt a news tt we gg baq soon bcos sndin a NO DUFF casualty to camp..so we'll lyk go baq half an hour earlier den the rest..

ha~..n guess wat..no duff casualty is onli a small cut on the finger..compared to the bigger wound on Alex's n my knees??omg~..

if they're jz using the small cut patient as an excuse to go baq early.. might as well tel mi..i b their no duff lor..reali bth their slackin style..reali is flawless mi..

bt anw..i oso gt to go baq early..n mayb go baq camp n let ppl sae i slack lor..cun hlp de lah..ppl owaz sae wat came to their minds..

few ppl wil actualli put emselves in ur shoes n feel for u..ha~..half an hr earlier onli n slackers, we are..

aiya dun care le lah..sae watever they wan n jz pray tt they finalli understd tt MO Signallers r nt tt gd life for mi..

AT LEAST..

for Alex..??

WELL . . . . . . . . . . .

Stress Life

Life is stress, Omg since when im starting to feel the stress. What m i chasing after ALL THESE WHILE?

My Favourite Anime

蛤蟆王子

*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-

“只要你愿意把我的金球从水里捞出来，我什么都答应你。”

青蛙得到了小公主的许诺之后，就潜入了水潭，把金球交给小公主。小公主过后竟失信跑掉，不理青蛙。

国王得知后，觉得破坏了皇室的威信，下令昭青蛙入宫。

小公主不情愿地履行承诺，和青蛙共处，答应青蛙的每个要求。

一天，青蛙要求睡小公主的床，不再想睡冰冷的石地了。

小公主听了大怒，抓起青蛙，朝墙上摔去。青蛙这下一摔，就变成了一位王子。这就是小时候曾听过的《青蛙王子》

*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-+*-

之后，格林写了《蛤蟆王子》。

不远的过去，谷底赖着一只蛤蟆，人们都称癞蛤蟆。它每天寻找枫叶，因为据说，枫叶会在每个蓝月的出现，在蘑菇园掉落。蛤蟆也就这样等了四十几个蓝月。

在谷底的蘑菇园，旁边有怪水潭，常能看到昔日王子和公主的倒影。蛤蟆在蘑菇园等蓝月，常被怪水潭的影子吓倒。

月亮变蓝了！！！

缓缓飘落的枫叶落在水潭里。枫叶被水潭融化后，一对男女就从水潭里冒了出来。他们就是王子与小公主。

从那天起，二人一兽变成了很要好的朋友，每天风雨不改，在蘑菇园搜集枫叶。

蛤蟆有了朋友，搜集枫叶对他来说已经毫无意义。

王子对搜集枫叶非常疯狂，公主每天也陪着他一起搜集，过着满脑子只有枫叶的日子。

王子至今已搜集了159片枫叶，公主搜集了125片枫叶。蛤蟆呢？可怜的112片。王子每天只顾搜集枫叶，公主很生气。

蛤蟆看了十分内疚，毕竟搜集枫叶的无聊主意是它发明的。它建议公主把想对王子说的话写在枫叶上，等待王子搜集到那片有字的特别枫信，就能让他了解公主的心意。

Easier said than done，在谷底哪来的笔？

**蛤蟆只好使出蛤蟆功，从嘴里吐出了一把剑，要求公主用剑，划破蛤蟆的皮，提取血，在枫叶上写字。公主拔剑，利落地往蛤蟆的头皮割下去，鲜血淋漓，痛得蛤蟆不是滋味。** (公主’s preferred action-packed story)

流的血，洒在蘑菇园的菊花堆里，每朵菊花都残掉了，蛤蟆满头的伤，也使公主露出泛黄的苦笑。

枫信写好了，王子也捡到了枫信。读了后，青蛙王子便不告而别，不再回来。皇室的男子，有多少能够接受批评而为了你改变？这就是男士们的尊严。

在蛤蟆面前，公主也从没为王子的离开露出伤心的情绪。

蛤蟆的心情很糟糕！！“为什么每一次都是我？”“都是我害的！出的馊主意根本就是弄巧反拙。完了！”

现在只剩一人一兽在谷底，公主向往的是童话般的爱情，但蛤蟆不管怎么摔也不会变成王子。因为历史记载只有摔青蛙才能变王子。

沮丧，彷徨，无助。蛤蟆间接地把一个完美的童话故事给毁掉了，却无法写出另一篇完美的童话。不管它做什么stunts都没用。

有几次还为了撮合他们而撒谎。被公主识穿，蛤蟆吃了一个月的闭门羹。

够了，enough is enough, U’RE DRIVING ME NUTS!

听了公主的话后，蛤蟆打算停止任何的撮合点子，不再理会两人的结果是如何。

这几个月的相处，蛤蟆不经意地对公主产生了好感。这是不应该的，却又发生了。

如果能够让一切回到蘑菇园相遇之前，那该多好。至少青蛙王子的童话故事不会改变，就算不能happily ever after, 结果也完全不关蛤蟆的事。

到底蛤蟆对公主是因为愧疚而产生喜欢，还是由衷的爱慕？想了几个月，它自己也搞不清楚。想到累了，头还会痛（也可能是头上的刀伤还隐隐作痛）心很乱。

结果对蛤蟆来说并不重要，是那种欲言又止的感觉十分痛苦。

它清楚的知道，友谊是能一辈子，爱情故事却不能讲一辈子。但蛤蟆现在愿用一辈子的友谊，来讲一次爱情故事给公主听。

The Highest Peak

许玮伦 died in an accident few days ago.Been feeling down for the whole day today. Sigh. 红颜薄命。

Watched Tv and learnt something new.

"When u are cycling, and there is fear of falling down, you will peddle slower. And slowr and slower, until a point when u cannot pick up the courage to peddle again."

"If you eliminate these fear of falling down, you can peddle faster and faster.Eventually ur destination is reached and the ride is smoother than slower peddling"

Perservere!

A Life Cycle

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Its really okay when u dont think about it :

6.30am - wakes, dolling up

8.00am - sets off to work

8.05am - hail cab, BECAUSE BUS RAN!

8.11am - latest time to take the AMK twds Somerset train, otherwise > LATE

8.29am - reach Somerset! 1 minute to run fr station to SP Building, YES I RAN WITH MY SHIRT AND PANTS

8.30am - Punched card reader states 830!! ZOMG im not late

9.30am - Shirt still damp due to 100m Sprint, coffee break.

1.00pm - total 3 cups coffee from 9.30am to 1.00pm to kp myself awake.Lunch time~

2.00pm- Coffee every hour + Work.

6.01pm - Evryone knocks off for work, i still have reluctance to leave. (cos i got nothing to do after work). Wanted to stay, but even the centralised Aircon dont like me.

7.00pm - No dinner! Have to go down again to buy. Bathe

8.00pm - TV seems interesting, but its actually an excuse to tell myself: "HEY i got sth to do! Im watching TV"

10.00pm - x2 EXP starts, cant train alone. <<<>

WeiNi*g (priest lvl 140) <<<>

Fooldybl*r (priest lvl 109) <<<>

t3rrydit*z (ch. dit 105) <<<>

5ma*l (ranger 157) <<<>160?)

xxMih0*x (firemage 125) <<<>

2.00am - x2 EXP ends, no increment in EXP level. LOL? Bedtime~

6.30am - wakes and cycle continues again

Weekends - An evaluation of how lifeless i have been.

Saturday - A Roadtard Story

Sunday - nothing to do at all

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Whats my Future? I want to be a doctor, a lawyer, a scientist. Talk is cheap, its FREE if u are using blogspot.com

~Just for Laughs~

One fine day, a mother ask her son what he wants to be in future. Son replied that he wants to be everything possible, but there's no motivation at all. The mother understands her son well, its because of an unforgotten relationship thats drags her son behind.

Mother: I dont understand why u worry so much, given ur looks, u wont have to worry about gf. They will come after you.

Son: My looks? Are you mocking at me? So far no girls come after me.

Mother: NO! Even ur brother and sister said so.

Son: (Being an inquisitive boy) Asked bro and sis regarding the matter and found out mother was lying o.0.

Just when i thought

27 Jan 2007 - Rainy afternoon
Was on the way to this Korean BBQ restaurant near West Coast highway. Hell knows where West Coast Highway is, still thinking that i can follow my friends around without needing to recognise roads.Yes, in the past i always do that. 'cos wherever my frens go, i will just follow.They wont do mi harm i guess=/ But now all have grown up, have our own lives, less contact. What worst, is im the ODD ONE OUT!!.. the "black tape" holder

I can still remember when i was in primary school, those outcaste [poor results/defiant students] are issued with a black colour tape to tape the right hand corner of their exercise books to identify them. Yes currently im holding that kind of tape now. All studying for their degrees, where am i?
Flashback 26 jan 2007 - Midnight 2am
Still figuring out how to get to Yess centre, decided to seek help.

Jayugi to Helper : .............................
Helper to Jayugi : ........................................
Jayugi to Helper : .........................
Helper to Jayugi : ...............
Jayugi to Helper : .......................................
Helper to Jayugi : ................................
In the end 'cos Jayugi tries to be funny. This happens:

Helper to Jayugi : OMG U'RE DRIVING ME NUTS(Appears to be offlined)
27 Jan 2007 - In the train
7pm and phone didnt ring - Either everyone was late, or dinner cancelled due to unhappy incident the night before

7.05pm, phone rang - Luckily it wasnt cancelled, but i thought too pissed off w me last night to call mi ever, i hesitated before i pick up, am i gonna kana scolding again?

27 Jan 2007 - At the restaurant
The usual discussion of Maplestory, of course with more mockery of how roadtard i am.. In real life, i dont really mind mockery and such. Cos eventually i will think to myself:

"Why did i do something for others to mock at?"
"Why did i not do something for ppl to mock at?"
Fault will never lies with the ones i treasured, it has been like that all the time, all the while, all these years.
Maybe its really true that i only know how to play games, and that will be the saddest thing becos i achieved the LEAST in games. So now, someone tell mi whats my value on Earth? Nono im not going to jump the tracks or die, its just miserable when u do not have a purpose in Life.

Adapted from KUCINTA

One will never treasure what one has, until he/she realise that he/she is going to lose that person forever. So folks, let's treasure and love our loved ones from today, and tell them we love them everyday, instead of concealing our real thoughts! 随心所遇吧!

This is how much KUCINTA hates xxMih0xx
I caught 4 females (educated, in their 20s) flicking off their cigarette butts onto the floor as if it's the normal thing to do. I see already feel very hot. Such callous behaviours. Ought to be punished! Say goodbye to your $200.

Yes, litterbugs piss me off, especially female litterbugs! Girls look bad enough when they smoke, even worse when they litter! (Please don't flame me.) Come on, you guys are already polluting the air we are breathing, so please refrain from polluting the environment we are living as well. So many years of education, and yet such uncivilised actions. What an irony.

Just when I thought girls are always the gentler, more considerate, civic-minded, etc etc etc.... species.

Platonic Love

• You meet a girl who is everything you ever wanted in a life-partner: attractive, funny, smart, great personality, laughs at your jokes, understands who you are as a human being, etc. You talk to her briefly, and find out that she is even more attractive now that you've spoken to her. You ask her out. She says to you:

  "I JUST WANT TO BE FRIENDS"

• You meet someone: a neighbor, schoolmate, co-worker, in the same club, on the same bus. You become fast friends. One day, you realize that, in addition to being a close friend, this person is an attractive woman. You ask her out. She says to you:

  "I DON'T WANT TO RISK OUR FRIENDSHIP"

• You meet a girl who you know could be the one. She makes your toes curl, your stomach knot, your mouth dry -- you become even more of a gibbering idiot then you usually are. You're so incapacitated in her presence that you can't ask her out. You decide that things will be better once you get to know her better, so you become friends. You become best friends -- so good, in fact, that you can't bring yourself to ask her out. Yet there is this nagging voice in the back of your mind that says you could be more than friends. You swear that you will tell her how you really feel. Right before you can do this, she tells you:

  "I'VE MET THIS REALLY GREAT GUY"

Definition: Platonic relationships is a deep, non-sexual friendship between two heterosexual people of the opposite sexes.

As long as it's in a non-sexual sense of liking, it means platonic love?

Dear Plato, please dont create ambiguous words to confuse.

My Handphone!!!!!!! Nooooooooooooo~

My handphone is SPOILT!! And its a Sunday, where am i going to fix it?

Yesterday went out with boss, WQ Sim, KQ Zhuang, CC Tay, CH Chew, MZ Kang.
Watched Pan's Labyrinth, thought it was some fantasy show.Turns out to be some spanish warfare show. Its not entertaining but educational ba. The advertising poster for the movie is so misleading.

Well, advertising plays an important role in selling/introducing something i guess. Likewise if we dont present ourselves or make ourselves known to others, others will never know how u feel about them.

Soon, im going to make myself clear. No matter what turns out. * It might mean losing a very good fren* Sigh

23 Twenty-Three

23 is an impt number, last time is michael jordan de number..haa

also my fever day.. long time no fever..and its really terrible.. highest went to 39 degree celcius.. 1 more degree i think needa go hospital liao..

mum sae no nd see doctor, just eat panadol and sleep and drink water enough liao.. i doubt so as its not recovering..

If memory hasnt fail mi

its been long since i pen my thoughts here.. i nearly forgotten my password and ID.. but luckily my memory didnt fail me..

yes my memory haven fail me yet cos i stil type a space in between 1-2 sentences. to make u read it easily ( if u ever do so now )

as always i will refresh ur blog ( altho its supposed to be closed ) to see if i can spot any of ur new entries inside. yes everyday i do it twice.. even if its futile..

if memory didnt fail me, my last entry is filled with hope , which is reciprocated in the end.. i haven forgotten how glad and grateful i was then.. its more den heaving a sigh of relief..

i've forgotten what happen but i remember its was a small unhappy incident..

i think for now, memory has failed mi. i dont even know whats the main cause of this SAD incident.. yes its sad if tearing while typing every sms is considered sad..maybe its this maybe its that.. too many maybes.. i dont wanna guess..

feelings do fade.. but there's a cause for it which is unknown to mi now..

i dont wanna stay at home all day.. i wanna go for movies, go for lunch / dinner or both, i wanna work, staying at home to be a passive smoker isnt sth enjoyable at all..

hais, i think i gota slp soon. reading alot and thinking alot, i stil cant find an answer to my questions..

"if u dont know, just ask" my teacher owaz use to tell our class

ask le you zen me yang?

the way u are saying things, realli doesnt sound you anymore..im harmless, why do u sound as if im going to eat u up with every sms send? have i turned into an irritating person that u cant hold a nice conversation with..?

imagine this : one day u asked ur loved one

" nan dao my love is not genuine meh?"

and this sentence somehow caused everyting

u meant to say it in a humorous way, but ppl interprets it as a doubt..

i realli duno..all i know is that i asked this and everyting started..

genuinity comes from the heart, not from my words or actions

if these months or years, i haven been able to capture a place in ur heart

i really gave up..yes gave up.. easier said than done

how can u expect mi to give up when u have taken up a place in my heart?

playing too much games =(

these few daes i been playing too much games.. but few hours later i wil be out to collect my pressie..wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

i wanna watch movie as well

Saturdays =(

i guess tis is the oni way tt i can mk u hear mi out more effectively =(

saturdays are meant to b hv alot of ppl..crowds u dun lyk i dun blame..tts y most of the tym..i stopped askin u out on saturdays..nevertheless i stil continue to ask occasionally during the holis n stuff..24/7 to u might seem to b jz a sudden feeling..but to mi..its sth near there when i 1st heard of it..i try to achieve more..

i harped n get pissed n questions ppl lyk criminal( not on purpose):

the way i sae tings
owaz hv xtra flavor of sarcasm jz to mk it sound interesting..> my fault

even u hv to sae tings lyk act lyk a saint..jz wan sumone to go out with..

n stuff lyk tt ..
but its stil okay..
cos ald alot of ppl sae i act lyk a saint

i needa go ald..

buy clothes..

i didnt wan to go today
bcos u were onlined

dear bloggie..
can u tell/call ah ling to read this pls?

FAT PIG STORY

binnie is a pig.!!

A Weekend Without You

certainly, tis wkend was tough for mi..
i struggled not to msg u so muc, not to online msn bcos i wan u to do well for the coming exam..i dun wan u to be lyk last semester..where u did badly for ur subjects
although managed passes..but i noe they werent gd enuf for u..u shd expect better grades tis tym..i reali dun wana hai u tis tym..at least for tis exam
cos i can see tt u worked doubly hard for ur subj and i wan u to get gd grades..
pls ah jin..
promise mi u wun fumble for tis examelse my efforts wud b wasted
hais..its ok tt u're pissed w mi bcos i act as though i dun care abt u at all.
u shd noe ttim not liddat by now..
keep readin "mr.maybe" til veri tired..n keep sleeping as well..
ha sounds lyk drowning myself in sorrows
but nvm la
u better do well or else u wun get wat u want for xmas tis year
muahahahaha..are u studying now anot? i duno la..i wana noe i wana noe
but i dun wana sms u..
cos i noe i wud sms ge bu ting..i cant stop..most of the tym..
i duno my limits one la..
so better not play stunt b4 ur exams
aft tmr..u gona get sms bombings fr mi liao
exams over le ryt?
HOPEFULY lor
u nv tel mi got other dates anot leh
slap~pls tel mi if u happen to noe im typing tis
too long nv update le
cos i dun needa update as most of the tym im tokin to u
only for tis wkend
i made an exception =) hope u're doing fine now
duno u'll gimme a call b4 i slp tonite anot

haha
praying......hard..oni call aft ur revision hor?!!
anw
i wana sae " still missing you n loving u too"

ps: nx thurs if free..we go for "Pride and Prejudice" ok?

ya
tt dae
aft the phone call
stil sae online jian de
ytd nite
sae alot
hai
the usual wds i normalli hear fr u
i tot those were the wds u wud nv ever speak agn..
cos its reali speculations..
tt tings is nt the way we wan it to be..
i dun bliv in no risk no gain too..
bt its nt abt risking
if i think its risking
i wun even try
wats the risk? if i was overrated ( lyk wat alot of ppl sae)
if i was underrated?
of cos i understd there's tis risk
so m i underrated or overrated
i wud leave tt to u..
evrytym
sae diff tings
i hate msn now
cos onli msn tt i hear those wds
on the phone
on the bus
n the mrt
i dun hear all these fr u
nt tt i expect us to hv any ending
bt at least try to let nature tks its course
a plant is growing
n u deny it of sunlight n water bcos its stem is yellow?
omg~
even though the little poor plant noes tt it's gg to die
bt it cu kill himslef
all he can do is wait for death
n hopin tt its owner wil try to c tt the stems r yellow bcos its supposed to b beansprout
unless the owner dun eat beansprout..
den of cos shd jz let it die off n reincarnate to its nx life la
but if u eat beansprout sumtyms..
den u jz let it die off?
tts qt sad
cos it might b the best beannsprout u ever grew
it might nt b the best
bt at least
sumone said its abv average rite?
abv average de beansprout
i wud eat la
unless u jz tryin to mk the sprout taste nicer tts y u tel it tt its abv average bah
no hard feeling
abv average anot
the bean sprout no nd to noe
the bean sprout is jz there to provide food n energy
who cares if its nice anot
no one wil care
onli the owner
cos bad sprout shd b thrown n gd ones kept
it doesnt tk alot of hard work to grow a bean sprout
neither does it tk alot of work to destroy it
but if it does u no harm
den dun destroy it la
jz let it grow n die..
kelian?
NO
the beansprout isnt kelian!!
cos it chose to grow out of the green bean..
its fault leh
blame no one

ya finaally the owner responded to the sprout's distress!!
she replied the sprout!!
bt actualli its nt for the sprout
its for sth else
cos she tot the sprout died ald!!
but little did she realise tt she miscalculated!
hai
she tot the sprout wil die at 930pm
but actualli
it struggled to stay alive
til the veri last min..
ok la
at the veri veri last min
the owner came baq!!
but duno izit too late liao
cos the hell gatekeepers callin the sprout le
hai..
den wat the owner told little sprout
"sproutty, i wun come hme so often nx tym..cos i dun wana c u alive agn..evrytym i c u alive
i feel so stress!! cos i cudnt tk care of u
cos i dun owaz lyk to eat bean sprout..i feel tt i let u dn..
so i rather nt come hme often to stresss myself bah"
bt sproutty have no mouth!!
it cun tok!!!
all it cud do is to suffer in silence..
all listen to owner jiu dui le la..
wat else can it do
no more sun light
no more water liao
but du care la
can live on ald veri happi liao
jz wait for the dae tt the hell gatekeepers bu nai fan den cum n arrest him baq to Hades lor
haa..
ltr c how la
mayb sproutty can try to call the owner using the plant language
c the owner unsderstd anot lor
hai..
the owner din come hme bcos of sproutty de la
tts so sad for sproutty la..
hai
bt nvm la
at least got c wner
nt tt bad..aft all..
wat wil happen to owner n sproutty nx?
tt wil depends on whether owner wans to rply to the plant language of sproutty anot bah..
such an impromtu story may sound incoherent..
bt thinking baq
i iddnt actualli edit it
it was typed fr the start to end w/o stoppin n deleting..
hope the readers lyk it
tel tis to ur offspring nx tym..
its meaningful =D

We say "Online jian" de and stil *υм ! υм ! υм !*, now " i dun wan go out becos i dun wan tt little to become deeper ! "

ya
tt dae
aft the phone call
stil sae online jian de
ytd nite
sae alot
hai
the usual wds i normalli hear fr u
i tot those were the wds u wud nv ever speak agn..
cos its reali speculations..
tt tings is nt the way we wan it to be..
i dun bliv in no risk no gain too..
bt its nt abt risking
if i think its risking
i wun even try
wats the risk? if i was overrated ( lyk wat alot of ppl sae)
if i was underrated?
of cos i understd there's tis risk
so m i underrated or overrated
i wud leave tt to u..
evrytym
sae diff tings
i hate msn now
cos onli msn tt i hear those wds
on the phone
on the bus
n the mrt
i dun hear all these fr u
nt tt i expect us to hv any ending
bt at least try to let nature tks its course
a plant is growing
n u deny it of sunlight n water bcos its stem is yellow?
omg~
even though the little poor plant noes tt it's gg to die
bt it cu kill himslef
all he can do is wait for death
n hopin tt its owner wil try to c tt the stems r yellow bcos its supposed to b beansprout
unless the owner dun eat beansprout..
den of cos shd jz let it die off n reincarnate to its nx life la
but if u eat beansprout sumtyms..
den u jz let it die off?
tts qt sad
cos it might b the best beannsprout u ever grew
it might nt b the best
bt at least
sumone said its abv average rite?
abv average de beansprout
i wud eat la
unless u jz tryin to mk the sprout taste nicer tts y u tel it tt its abv average bah
no hard feeling
abv average anot
the bean sprout no nd to noe
the bean sprout is jz there to provide food n energy
who cares if its nice anot
no one wil care
onli the owner
cos bad sprout shd b thrown n gd ones kept
it doesnt tk alot of hard work to grow a bean sprout
neither does it tk alot of work to destroy it
but if it does u no harm
den dun destroy it la
jz let it grow n die..
kelian?
NO
the beansprout isnt kelian!!
cos it chose to grow out of the green bean..
its fault leh
blame no one

ya finaally the owner responded to the sprout's distress!!
she replied the sprout!!
bt actualli its nt for the sprout
its for sth else
cos she tot the sprout died ald!!
but little did she realise tt she miscalculated!
hai
she tot the sprout wil die at 930pm
but actualli
it struggled to stay alive
til the veri last min..
ok la
at the veri veri last min
the owner came baq!!
but duno izit too late liao
cos the hell gatekeepers callin the sprout le
hai..
den wat the owner told little sprout
"sproutty, i wun come hme so often nx tym..cos i dun wana c u alive agn..evrytym i c u alive
i feel so stress!! cos i cudnt tk care of u
cos i dun owaz lyk to eat bean sprout..i feel tt i let u dn..
so i rather nt come hme often to stresss myself bah"
bt sproutty have no mouth!!
it cun tok!!!
all it cud do is to suffer in silence..
all listen to owner jiu dui le la..
wat else can it do
no more sun light
no more water liao
but du care la
can live on ald veri happi liao
jz wait for the dae tt the hell gatekeepers bu nai fan den cum n arrest him baq to Hades lor
haa..
ltr c how la
mayb sproutty can try to call the owner using the plant language
c the owner unsderstd anot lor
hai..
the owner din come hme bcos of sproutty de la
tts so sad for sproutty la..
hai
bt nvm la
at least got c wner
nt tt bad..aft all..
wat wil happen to owner n sproutty nx?
tt wil depends on whether owner wans to rply to the plant language of sproutty anot bah..
such an impromtu story may sound incoherent..
bt thinking baq
i iddnt actualli edit it
it was typed fr the start to end w/o stoppin n deleting..
hope the readers lyk it
tel tis to ur offspring nx tym..
its meaningful =D

just another continuation of the bhb man!!

bought sth..
wasnt reali appreciated i guess..
cos i nv ask
den i go buy le
sumtyms
ppl might ask
"y spend the money when u noe tings might turn out worse?"
duno y?
i rather gv la
since it mks mi feel happi gving
n the rcving end is happi bcos she got sth she lyks ( of cos nt happi w the person gving)
so i chose to gift..
even if the outcome is bad..
i oso bobian le
as long as she's happi
ha
watever la..

msn problems agn..
nt the server
is the converasation..
duno hw..
sum one added mi..
i think he play maple..
bt duno hw he got my email..
den he ask mi hw to get in..
cos sum patch probs la
hai
duno hw to explain..
den aft tt..
duno y add so mani ppl inside..
all msians..
sian
fr then
i noe
the person
duno up to wat
hai
long story..

all xmm n xdd..

tok de tings all is bf gf..
haa!!
got one more power
ask " tis sat u free?"
haha
they tot im a gal
cos weibin weibin
sounds lyk gal name mah..
liddat lor
ha
i c liao oso duno wana smile or luff..
hahaha
den she was on the phone
tokin abt clubbing stuff..
ha
gg clubbing bt hen i ask
sae no..
duno leh
haha
mayb im stil considered nt shou bah..
anw
oso nt veri gian the clubbing la
jz tt duno y got sum weird feelings when ppl ask u go den u go den i ask u sae no bah..
hahahaha
sry la
i noe qt ye man..
ur own tings
shdnt care so muc oso..
else ltr u think bcos of one shu shu tingy den u mz go out w mi evrytym liao
hahah
OF COS nt liddat de k?
cos kp thinking the prev tings qt cheapo
so better gv sth gd la
else i seem so cheapo as a person mah
duno y leh
u online alot of tings dare to sae de leh
owaz so piss w mi online
bt u nv piss w mi offline
y liddat?
rather u iss offline
at least i stil can try to salvage the situation
if u piss online
a simple offline status jz blocks mi out le
nth can b said
mayb hv to snd an sms to explain
bt nt owaz wil work de la
dun mind snding hundreds of sms jz for the explanation
bt there mz b a person to acknowledge the sms bah
hai
staring
im qt free
so when online

is i wait for ur reply..
den aft tt
when u're done tokin for the 3rd or 4th tym..
i was invited to mass conver le
1st my campmates
den the duno-is-who personmy comp sux
mass conver = lag le
duno y liddat
nt enuf ram i think
sian la
r u piss now?
pls dun piss le la
luv to c u luff c u smile owaz
the way u luff in cine
hahaha
can u stay tt way?
dun scare wat puo huai xing xiang ting la
siao de lor
hmm
anw
sry for replying late
i tot u dun wana tok to mi at 1st
cos u reali reply veri slow at the start
so sumhw ald feel tt u might b pss w mi le
hai
no matter wat
im sorrie..
abt the wednesday ting
i think i asked too muc le oso..
enjoy ur clubbing..
=]

hai evryting seems low for mi now

fri nite
came to noe the real truth..
and wasnt able to accept it al..
even til now..hai..
hw m i gg to accept it when it came so sudden..
mayb its jz a trick to lure the imspiration for tis blog entry
or its mayb..
its jz tt i think too muc..
evryting seems so wonderful b4 tt..
bt i didnt noe tt ONLI mi n myself think tt the world is wonderful
ha
reali hard to bliv
tt actualli
im causing sumone's misery at the sametym when im feeling gd
feeling glad
aiya
jz feeel eri glad jiu dui le bah
nv had tis feeling b4
bt til ytd..
the feeling is denied
nt gone
jz denied
cos i was been told tt..
i was rejected the 2nd tym..
haha/sob..
i duno
i reali duno whether i shd luff or cry
cause a 2nd tym is reali hard to bliv
wat actualli happened/
i duno either
i jz noe tt its for sum personal reason
tt is nt supposedto b said to mi..
so all in all..
to readers ot there
or does tis even has a reader
god noes
isnt it all my fault all the while?
nt tryin to act pitiful act kelian..
act act act or act la
mayb all the while was acting
bt i duno hw nt to act
so if im acting to u
pls forgive mi lor
kp refreshing thw blog jz now
i duno y either
i tot when i finally refresh til there's update
u mz b AO le bah
so fina;;y
AO at 545..
hai
i duno its meant to b an avoid or izit reali feeling sian ald..
lyk wat u told mi last tym..
if iots gg to continue for few more mths
i think i will feel sian of it de leh
i tk ur wds for real
but u didnt kp ur wds
u saiod few mths
so i tot at least
i got tt few mths to prove myself
prove myself to b one of the BoA song..
as for the BoA song
hai
i shall leave it to u to decipher bah
clue here: samurai warriors theme song
haha
dun hv to play the game to noe
ujz hv to google it..
ha
aiya anw
watever i said here
might seem last min type de
cos i reali dun hv tym
dun hv tym to write dn all the wds i hv to sae..
too muc ald..
too muc ganxiang to sae
n i dun hv a diary
onli a dumb blog
tt other ppl see liao
wil sae..
"omg~~ NOT ANOTHER LOVESICKO BLOG"
YA
sounds lyk sum lovesicko blog
bt nvm la
its all in ppl's mind
if u ald hv the thinking in the 1st place
no matter hw mani tyms i sae u're worthy..
u wun bliv
cos might b bcos
im nt even worthy
haah
n ya of cos
im nt feeling low confi
or act kelian
all these yrs
i nv achieve anyting tt i shd b proud of..
cos evryting abt mi si so common..
nth special
i dun hv a gd brain
dun hv a gd figure
dun hv a gd personality
im simply a AP freak..
to sungei gedong mates
im AP bah
cos i chose it tis way
last tym
if any1 cud rmb..
AP n jayugi nv link w each other
tryin to search for my own individuality
resulting in a bad search
bt nvm la
if u noe mi
u wud noe wat a person i am..
whether im being myself anot u noe urself..
i dun hv to chg to suit ppl needs
bt when i do chg
i chg willingly..
n most likely
its chgin for gd le
its nth bad
being flexible bah..
ppl wil lyk to hv their ways of cos
so there mz b sumbody to gv in isnt it..
hai..
k la
all the nagging start le..
shall cont tis sad entry nx week..
bt if tings gona b different aft tis..
i wun cont liao..
bt if its stil the same answer
hai
den i think i better cont
to clear my bhb de behviour..
cya agn dear bloggie..

Path of a desperate NSF

haha
tis topic luks lyk sum msea guides
path of the bandit
path of the mage
path of the archer n so on

tis is abt the path of a NSF

seriously
i dun understd wats with ppl outside
are NSF reali desperate or they jz tryin to create a topic?
hmm..
duno leh
shd they jz stereotype guys in NS liddat
onli 2 yrs reali wil chg their sexual desire so muc tt they r labelled desperadoes
hai
its ok
jz feelin bad abt tis-
ppl who doesnt SHOW OUT r the scary ones

i reali reali duno hw to improve the thinking of other ppl
sum may jz sae
"who cares abt ppl outside?"
we dun live for em.. as long as we're not we're not"
budden agn
its the same as living on an island alone
w no ppl ard u
u HAVE to noe wat ppl sae
to improve urself anot
its reali up to u..
for obstinate ppl who dun wish to chg for others
FINE of cos
its gd to hv individuality
lyk i wat i bliv in
if u wana mk sumone happie
den when thesumone tels u wat to do n u dun mind doing it
den go ahead
y mz u purposely show ur individuality out?
by showing out ur individuality
u want ppl to KNOW tt u're an INDIVIDUAL isnt it?
haha
so the outcome is stil living for others
isnt it
mayb i luv to twist words here n there
but do think twice abt my reasoning
if u dun live for others?
y wud u stil bother to show out ur individuality by actin as the "uncommon"?
came across a blog
--the sixth quarter--
haha
when i read it
it reali sounds so special
it diff fr other blogs
dun blog abt gf/bf
dun complain or watever
k
now
here's the qns..
then y is the person blogging abt tings tthe noes tt no one is reading anw?
cos ppl lyk to read abt the more common tings
hai
nvm mayb im jz too stubborn in my thinking
cun reali b that special one
but try to mk ppl understd u is alot better than being special
used alot of tym to find a song jz nw
hai
but in ythe end
b4 i cud find it n snd it to dbie
she iofflined
i tot she wud stay ard for qt long
so spend sum tym finding the song she lyk
but unexpectedly
dbie PC n went offline
hai
i assume too muc
assume evrybody oso wil wait awhile
but in the end
hai
nvm la
wil dl the song nx week
no tym le no tym le
actualli got alot of tings to type
budden
the "2pid blogger duno y hv to mk his song so secretive
omg~
blame it on flash!!
hate macromedia flash!!

1 whole week out of jail

hmm the feelng is gd
whole week no camp woohoo..
but gt qt alot of piss ppl off the tings

1stly:
i duno y bozie wans to think we play punk
tel rajagopal to let us shoot more at the rifle range in order to hv direct fallout
omg!!
siao
we dun even dare leh
hai
wat to do
play punk den play punk lor
rajagopal too gd to us liao
dun wana mk him paisae oso..
hai
y our comdr jz cun hv tt lil trust in us..
sad case for the signal platoon..
but do luk fwd to ORD k?
u all wu hv a brighter future out there..
erm..
*u all..
ya excl mi..

2nd:
channie oso duno y..
dun hlp the platoon anymore
kp thinking we slack den refuse to do things..
tts y tgt w bozie..
think tt we play punk
suan le..
wang shi zhi neng hui wei..
care more i think life will shorten fast..

3rd:
i jz wana tel bao bao..
i miss u
we need u..
pls cum baq to us!!
heehee..
u're the nicest liao

4th:
PS duno y kana caught by rsm..
sae he nv enforce "gd" discipline..
so fr now onwds..
aft bvrkfast got 5 BX..
den i think the nx week..
SOC training wud b tough
oh man..
can sum1 save us..
y got things no things oso kana suay stuff.
HAI..

5th:
mum too naggy..
proj r nt meant to b done last minute..

6th:
pissed w myself..
y i nv ask jin out on wed/thurs/fri..
nv read blog..
slap myself..
hai
kp assuming
in the end..
ku de shi zi ji..
hai..
tian ahhhhhhh..
jiu jiu wo ba..
hen kelian de k?
evryting oso suay..
hai..
shd jz die off..
ha


well there r sum gd tings tt is worth to b happi abt..
FINALLY!!
i can feel it!!
woohoo..
y do i tk so long to feel it?
duno y..
mayb assume too muc in the past
IC too muc in the past
confi too low in the past
bad comments kana too muc in the past
bt since its all in the past..
shd luk fwd to a brighter beginning..
haha
courage lvl 79.876%..
stil got qt sum lvling to do..
hai wud it increase fast or slow
not too sure..
but hai
wait lor
wait more wil hv liao..
i start to wonder
kana so mani suay de things reali wil hv gd things happening..
hmm qt true qt true
but for my case..
i think the gd ting is more den enuf to compensate for the bad tings tts gg to happen tmr..
yeah
its too gd to b true..
RIGHT??
or m i wrong agn?
omg
i cun seem to get it right at the right tym..
need a guide here~

qt guilty..
i think i disturbed sumone too muc
till canot study properly for the test..
APOLOGIES!!
reali duno hw to compensate
hope u can reali do well for the test..
hmm
lyk wat u said..
is u choose one (lyk wat i said)
is reali bcos i sae den u sae de ar?
reali duno leh
HAI
*infer infer

last thurs..
my maternal grandpa bdae
had it at CJ..
luv the food there
shanghai noodles..
hongkong style dimsum..
n mani mani more..
took fotos there..
budden
my cousin lyk nv online at all..
she promised to snd mi
arhhhhhhhh!
bluffed
sian..
wun get the fotos liao
wanted the fotos to show tt im the IC-est
but no chance
shit!
nx tym nx tym
im gg to ask her agn..

im lyk free all the while..
or shd i sae the whole week..
hai
sian la
no one ask mi out
no one accept my asking out
too unpopular
bt nt veri anti leh
y leh y leh..
guess evryone got their own stuffs to do while im jz wasting my own life away..
doin nth..
bt wauiting waiting..
hai
+ve +VE..
dun hai liao

as if i got private tings to do..
ha!
tis is the pte stuff dbie!!
i think u guess so too..
cos i too no life
too expected liao..
gota get baq soon
else no tym to muacks liao..
o0ps
yet to get baq leh
hahahahahahahahahahahahaaa

Assured n unavailable

assured n unavailable..

im assured(if i dun rmb wrongly) bt doesnt mean tt its the reason for being unavailable..

haha..unavailable for so long..

so it doesnt reali matter when im assured..

felt glad

for a period of tym..

bt sumtyms..

wondered..

do i deserve to b assured?

ha..bt isnt it veri sad tt if i hv to assure a person for my whole life w/o askin for sum assurance back?

tts wat sum1 told mi..

mayb to mk mi feel better?

watever..

feeling low..

i think wat mks mi strong is wat i am in games..

tts all..

i can onli find sum confidence back in games..

hai..

til then..

nx week wil hv more mapling..

if i happen nt to gt any confidence back..

felt lyk sadako sumtyms..

bt i think he/she's better..

sadako gt 2 sexual organs..

so i duno is he/she..

sadako can climb out fr tv once in a while..

i cun..

i was pushed inside..

n will never b able to cum out..

worst..

is when ppl actualli saes..

more impt ting is the SUBSTANCE..

ha

ok..supposed to mk mi feel "BEtter"

bt i infer alot..

cos i owaz add an " AT LEAST" b4 tis phrase..

ok gt wat i mean now?

nvm..

gtg jail soon..

hai..

wat a boring wkend at hme!!

i miss u so (miss tis song fr BMT)

-9th August 2005-

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its ndp '05, evrybody seems to lyk watchin the ndp..cos its a annual ting..so i assume All lyk to watch it "live"..bt not for sum ppl definitely..tv is stil better..hahaha..

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omg..the ndp was a success..evry year is oso success..
bt the main ting is tt im so shag aft the whole ting..
running here n there lyk sum mad omnkey..
feelin stress n stuff liddat..
damnit..
nw i noe wat its lyk w/o kai ard..
hai..shdnt hv slack too muc last tym..bt anw its over for so long..lukin fwd to nx yr..
when i wun b doin the backstage anymore..
yeaH~
who noes if i wud b alive by then?
haha..the ticket holder might die die the nx dae aft he strike lottery ryt?


-10th August 2005-

chalet chalet..wasnt reali veri fun with ppl living early..duno y they left early though..
i regreted nt leaving early too..
at least i can stil "studi" or can i?
o0ps..
no more inferences made..=x

was holdin my bloody ngage qd all the while..waiting n waiting for sum replies..
even tkin fotos..im stil holding it..
wat can b more lame den TT!!
tt was my hp in my left hand..OK?
bt anw..my hp gt prob..kp restartin n switching off by itself..
when's the LOA gg to b out?
im gg to buy a cam hp soon..
or mayb use sumone's 3230??
can i?
haha..nvm..wait til the LOA is out (letter of authorisation)
thx for the offer although u MIGHT nt mean it..
o0ps..too unbelievable..
haha..

3 daes chalet..

out on the 3rd morn..

-12 August 2005-

watched "Bewitched"
nicole kidman reali has the makings of a witch..lol..
nv watch the cartoon though..bt it was stil qt nice..
hai..
supposed to hv wedding crashers ltr on..
but.........dotdotdot
bookings hv to b made earlier..
dun tink gt nx tym..
cos losing interest in the movie..
haihaihai..
nvm..
nt reali veri keen to watch oso..
jz a neutral feelings twds movies..
mayb when u reali gt nth to do..
can onli tink of movies movies movies..
o0ps..nx week canot..
nx nx week oso canot
nx nx nx week MORE canot!!!
hahaha..
sch sux..
i agree..


-13 August 2005-

my granny's 100th day death anni..
quarrelled w my mum over the issue..
jz complained tt it is too early doesnt mean im nt gg!!
complaints r jz sae sae den hear liao 4gt de leh..
y tink too muc into it..
its nt as if u can force plp to go tis type of anni..
so sumtyms ppl reali shdnt jz assume tings..
assuming tt u r nt filial..
no heart or sth liddat la..
hai..anw..saw alot of amkss students askin gfor donations..
i jz walked past em w my sleepy eyes closed halfway..
my bro was sayin im acting weird..
ya..hw can u b normal when u onli slept for less den 5 hrs..
omg~he even sae i gv the dao face..
pls lor..i smiled n drifted away..
haha..
cos i noe hw they feel too..
hv to gt tt bloody can full of money is nt tt ez..
back hme..
was waiting on msn agn..
wkend routines..haha..
qt silly n boliao though..
bt wat else can a no life person lyk mi do?
hving to wait qt long..
til the evening..
bt anw played sum maple story(meant for kids)
qt okay la..
til late nite..
nt enuf slp agn..
haha..
bad sleeping habits..


-14 August 2005-

was sumhw awaken..
by an sms..bt anw oso qt weird..
*evryting feels weird when i dun hv tym, cun find a better word*bear w it*
its jz a soft vibration n im awake..
mayb kindda expected a reply tis morn ald..
so was qt conscious although im slping..heehee..
bt the reply wasnt veri wat la..
stil din mk mi smile alot..
bt the fact tt its a reply..
i tink i shd feel glad..
sms-saver reply a sms-spammer..
haha..contrasting nicks agn..
shdnt i b glad..
bt anw..sumtings no nd sae too mani tyms..
else ppl gt tired of it..then its GG(Good Game,we owaz use it to mark the END of a game)..
i hate ppl w such most quoted phrase..
hate it..
cos it mks mi tink..
WHY M I NOT AT HME ???PLAYING?

argh!!!no tym ald..
gota mit cc at lot1..
1030pm..
can i mk it..
i tink i shd goto the tele booth now..
n FLY there NOW!!
shit!!! taxi taxi~~

Miss u(bloggie) n gd nite~

I NEED AN "A" FOR MAEC!!hor!!

Good Morning *sigh* Starshine *sigh* .. The Earth *sigh* says Hello..*sigh*

Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka...
The Amazing Chocolatier.
Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka...
Everybody give a cheer!

He's modest, cleaver, and so smart,
He can barely restrain it.
With so much generosity,
There is no way to contain it...
To contain...to contain...to contain...to contain.

Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka...
He's the one that you're about to meet.
Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka...
He's a genius who just can't be beat.
The magician and the chocolate wiz...
The best darn guy who ever lived.
Willy Wonka here he is!

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Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
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watched the movie w that "special someone" on fri..nearly cancelled the whole meeting..cos of the @#$% CSM who wans the area inspection to be held aft office hour @ 6pm..pls..im gvin u ENUF respect writing ur appointment in CAPS..ha..pls pls pls b "lenient" w the inspection on monday..cos i noe u gt no life..haha..as if i wud beg!!fat hope..

for once..i tot im the most no-life-being on earth..din noe there's tis CSM tgt w mi to share tis TITLE!!how u spend ur wkends? tel mi tel mi?i wish to noe!!play pool w frens..go out n hv a drink w frens..play dota at hme..watch a movie in town/anywhere..shoppin ard..do saigang in padang for sum NDP personnel..hmm..so mani tings tt normal ppl wud do during wkends..y cun i find myself sth to do..playin dota at hme..i ald tried..bt seems to b qt sian..especially when u play w outside ppl..been trainin on terrorblade lately..owns others bt nt my own campmates..hai hai..i can sae my movie date on fri was the most pleasant one..w pleasant ppl ard..although i suffered muc "injustice when i was back in camp on fri..bt i feel tt evryting was worthwhile..

-----------------------injustice----------------------

1st incident :
BBK put my name in the frisbee competition..
he didnt tel mi b4hand..
i knew it onli last min..
kai cudnt play cos of knee pain..
so sum1 else sub him..i was sumhw left alone..
w tis minor knee pain..
which i cudnt reali complain more to others..
since its so minor..
ha~anw the pain went away aft the frisbee..
we din gt last..bt 2nd last..
shd b glad ald cos the team was a last min team..

2nd incident :
few weeks ago..
there was tis bball trial for choosing bball layers..
i din wana go..
cos i dun wana "show-off" my lousy skills..
dirty linens shd reali b wash at hme..
bt vic n gang told mi tt the bball game was onli "play play"
in the end mi n daniel went..
eventualli realised tt it was a trial..
both mi n daniel was in the team..
jz lyk tt..felt sabo-ed..bt wat can we do..
frens n commander owaz top priority..
we reali cudnt do muc abt it

1st day competition-i din play..jz went to support..
finals-gt to play..bt daniel din play..wasnt reali sure wats the reason cos no matter wat..we stil gt 2nd placing..shd hv let daniel play..

in the end..bball team gt SECOND..reali worth celebrating..
but i din do anyting at all..so shdnt gt too happie else ppl might tink im onli tryin to gain sum glory fr the nothingness tt i've done..in fact i conceded a point to the opponent..reali veri sry..72-36 the final score..was ald veri imbalanced game cos the opponents were too strong ald..one is fr the SEA games bball ting..omg..bt he's cocky!! can tel him go die!!

3rd incident :
2pid area inspection..
damn!!no life CSM..shant elaborate more since evrybody noes hw fucked up he is!!

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all in all the movie was nice..didnt reali laugh alot..bt i do smile when i saw hw the person beside mi laugh at the oompa loompa songs..lame songs they hv..was fidgetin cos the seats were uncomfy..a veri veri low back rest..even a person shorter den mi by a head finds it low so i guess its a flaw of the theatre lah..heard adrielle said tt lido hv nice seats..hmm shall go there n try nx tym..rocking seats i heard..

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NDP
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ndp nx tues lor..
hope evryting goes well..
else dimsum gg to gt it fr the brigade ppl agn..
haha..pity him man!!

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twisted tales
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shall start writing sum twisted tales nx tym..

1. how the frog didnt bcum the frog prince..n the toad DID!!

2. how cinderella end up with the shoemaker who made the glass shoe..

3. how the ugly duckling bcum the swan while the tadpole bcums a toad instead of frog..

etc..more to come..stay tune..

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last words b4 i go baq to jail
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i reali duno when wil b the next one..bt i tink it wun b soon unless u've finally unbusied urself..haha..bz w proj n all..seems lyk im the onli one who's so slack..ya slacker la..outside ppl wil sae tt of us..bt who cares..let em b inside to noe the feelin..how i wish there's charlie n the great glass elevator..witches,giant peach, matilda bla bla bla de movies..gvin mi more excuses..ha..excusessounds so wat..ok lah..its more of the fabulous shows tt tim burton created..when is the next one? lukin fwd..din noe tt even if i made myself free on wkdaes..i stil dun gt to go out..haha..ironic it seems..
its nt ur router causin the reply to slow..its mi updating tis lah..haha srysry..reali dun hv enuf tym even to update ald..tk care..n miss you..good bye~im sayin it 1st..when's ur turn? i wonder..

Inferiority Complex

A Bad conversationist

jayugi never holds on to conversation well..tinkin tt he can spend hours n hours n hours tokin to the same person..without feelin sian..n yet..he pissed the person off..jz bcos he tried to reinforce strongly on his theory..sum dumb theory tt owaz tries to prove the whole world wrong!!haha..ironic isnt it?he noes its wrong n yet he lyks to mk it sound correct..

one of such incidents :
he went to mac at JP w sange n daniel n miz..
daniel took alot of chilli..
he din gt any cos he nv ask for it..
feelin abit dulan..
he commented tt daniel shdnt waste his chilli sauce(half packet left)..
cos there's alot of less fortunate ppl ard u see..
daniel luks at him w d'uh eyes..
knowin tt crap gg to cum out hr his mouth soon..
he knew sange is xtian..
heehee..so he ask sange whether its sinful to waste food..
sange n him hv a veri veri interestin conversation over tis chilli issue..
hahaha..reali veri lame..bcos of half a packet of chilli..
can mk him sae til he thirsty..
hai..guess tis is life of NSF..
boliao n lame..
owaz tryin to mk tings sound funnie..
he bites off 2 ends of the banana durin lunch n left w onli less den half of the banana left n he stil wana sae ppl waste chilli..
well..at least sange n gang continues to tok cork w him even though they noe tt its suppose to b lame..
nt evrybody can tk such jokes..
cos sum ppl jz find it too lame to even respond to ur jokes..
sum1 lyk alex.. YES!! he simply tinks too logically..mkin him owaz the target of other ppl..
bt being lame cud b dangerous too..
u nv noe when a knife will appear behind u n stab u hard at the back..
n u stil hv to cont puttin on ur smile ALWAYS!!
hmm..sange seems to b holdin tt knife..gota beware of him man..o0psY..


another incident :
tis is rather unhappi..so its better nt to tok abt it..


恶魔在身边

wow tis show is nice..here's the rough storyline..

once upon a tym..there was tis gal who lyks guy A alot alot..owaz luk at him in class..bt didnt dare to mk a confession tt she lyks him..
her frens were hlpin her owaz..her frens even encourage her to write a confession letter n pass it to guy A..

so the gal went to pass the letter..she reali used all of her courage to confess..bt sumhw..she failed..worse..she pass it to the guy B accidentalli n made a joke outa herself..

guy B is notorious in sch..he took the letter n threaten the gal..hopin tt the gal will b his slave, doin wat he wans w her n alot of redundant chores..hai..

gal gt qt pissed off..so in the end..she rather confess to A so tt B canot threaten her w the letter anymore..n she DID!!..A accepted her..cos they hv mutual feelings for each other actualli..so it was sum sort lyk a happily ever aft ending..

hmm..B,of cos, veri dulan..cos he din gt wat he wans..disturbed both of em evrytym when he sees em..even threaten to post the letter ard the sch so tt he can mk a joke out of gal..

few daes ltr..the letter was reali posted..bt nt by B..bt a gal who lyks B..cos B showed less attn twds her n all; the attn twds the once slavegal..hmm..den of cos...the slave gal wil tink tt B posted the letter n slap him HARD!!

B din retaliate..cos i oso duno y..mayb is 1st impression sux..so din reali bother to go explain more..when slavegal eventualli found out tt the letter wasntm posted by B..she starts to lyk him more n more..she was sry tt she malign him..n of cos..there's so muc story n gd deeds tt B did to mk him more likeable by slavegal la..mz watch den noe la..

A is pissed nw..he saw slavegal n B owaz walk tgt..A used to b a veri veri gentle n nice guy..bt nv did the slavegal expect him to forcefully tryin to kiss her in the library..all along..A is reali a mr nice guy..until B stole the slavegal 1st kiss..tt mk him feel tt he shd more courageous..bt evryting is too late when the gal u lyk no longer lyks u anymore..tis is wat he said..
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尚源伊(A)：

我该怎么做比较好呢？

虽然不是你亲手交给我的，但是我看到那封告白信。

当我知道我和我暗恋的女孩子原来是彼此喜欢，你知道我有多么的高兴吗？

可是我却看到我喜欢的女孩，跟别的男生接吻，你为什么不考虑到我的感觉？

我很生气，很嫉妒，也很难受，自己也变得好奇怪，你说我该怎么办呢？

好人也是会疲惫的！！

你应该是喜欢我的没错吧？

你以为我是怎样的人？

什么都不知道

就不要乱说

不要任意把你的理想

用在我的身上

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aft tt..the slavegal was disappointed w A..cos he tried to forcefully kiss her..den the followin dae..she went to find A..tis is wat she said..

齐悦(slavegal)：

我是个很过分的女生

我不能继续跟你交往了

都是我不好，把迷恋你的感觉当成喜欢

如果在继续下去，会对你造成更大的伤害

我喜欢上另一个人了

我喜欢上阿猛(B)了

对不起
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A walks away sadly bt carryin a forceful smile..said tis..

尚源伊(A)：

没关系我无所谓

反正我一点也不喜欢你

he smiled..n walked off..the way he walk is no longer as "cool" as b4..sumhw was draggin his feet..hai..wat is he tinkin actualli..i duno..the feelings were mutual..izit jz bcos he dun wana cause any problems for the slavegal anymore..tts y he said all those? nt sure..

ltr on.. A was cryin in the rain..hopin tt no one can reali see him cryin cos the rain wud wash away the tears..he was all alone on the field of the sch..i tink its shows tt he's stil 舍不得 la..

end of spoiler..any1 interested to watch tis nice drama..msn mi den i snd u the bittorrent file..bt 1st u hv to noe hw to use bittorrent..i will feel dulan (mood is bad) if u ask mi hw to use bittorrent..unless u hv a nick called ugly duckling aka ud aka swanie aka dbie..

hope the vcd or dvd cums out soon..den more n more ppl can b able to enjoy tis drama..typical 偶像剧..bt the concept is qt near to real life situation..

Charlie & the Chocolate Factory

sian leh..sneakin into s'pore on wednesday 3rd Aug..bt wasnt free to watch..ok im free..bt nt the one gg to watch wit mi..so settle it on a fri..guess wat?haha i onli noe tis RD story recently..as in few weeks ago when sum1 lend mi a bk..i read it..juicy story..nt to mention chocolatey!!haha..supposed to b sum childhood story bt i onli gt to noe abt it when im TWENTY??wtf.. haha bt nevertheless..i stil enjoy the bk alot..so watchin the movie is inevitable..nd a RD fan to b ard when watchin so i've found sum1 suitable..heehee..hope the date wun screw up by hvin no more tym slots for the movie..its a turn off lor..or rather leavin w onli front row seats..wthell..its bad enuf hvin to watch initial d 3 tyms sitting at the 1st few rows..i wun wana watch ccf in front agn..bt it depends on who u watchin w actualli..o0psY!! hope my inferiority complex dun appear agn..it sux realli..